Tuesday, March 16, 2010

Travel in the land


At the Spring water near Lake Ohrid before the boat ride


Spring water lake heading to Lake Ohrid Macedonia..MashaaAllah


Tasik air mataair yg mengalir terus ke Tasik Ohrid Macedonia. Di luar gambar air berwarna biru kerana terlalu jernih, indah ciptaan Allah kan


Hagia Sofya, Nov 2008


Athens, Nov 2008



Say [O Muhammad] : Travel in the land ... (Qur'an Al An'am 6:11)

From Don't be sad ~ Dr. A'id al-Qarni

Leave your home and contemplate that which surrounds you. Climb mountains, traverse valleys, ascend trees and drink sweet pure spring water. . . Leave your home and remove black blindfold from your eyes and then travel through the spacious lands of Allah , remembering and glorifying Him. . .

That explains why i love to travel so much :-) *wink wink

Day 2


Selamat Pagi

Jam 5 the cute little nurse woke me up. She has to condition my chemo port line and fix the drips IVs like above. Gees kena gari now dah tak bebas lagi hi hi

They took some swab samples from my nose and throat. Sakit auwww :-) rasa macam suspect dalam CSI pulak.

At 7am usually they will change my bedsheet and it has to be done daily to minimise infection from dusk etc etc wow best kalau ada housekeepeing mcm ni kat rumah.

My blood was taken too for FBP , Full Blood Picture. Need to determine my count especially my WBC i.e White Blood Count. It is important to determine the count especially am feeling quite tired off late.

By 10am i should be in the small OT for my bone marrow test so pray to Allah for a smooth one.

Will write something once am back and fit enough , meanwhile have a wonderful day ahead.

P/S : Wonder what's on news today ?

*wink *wink

Monday, March 15, 2010

Room No. 12 Ward 7D

I have to apologise to my friends if some chats or smses were not replied by me. Reason : geess this room is so cold. Yes , its abt 16 - 19C . No it is not something like in London or elsewhere colder as people there have the privillege of having heater in the room, noo naah they are luckier than me :-) , so most of the time i'm wearing my mitten thus it is a bit difficult for me to type in these ..sorry , i dont wanna get my little fingers out from these mitten after i have put my full stop here. Night..wink wink*

Mati



Memetik kata kata Ustaz Zaharuddin melalui Artikelnya bertajuk Jangan Mati sebelum Mati ..

"Jadikan kematian sebagai satu garisan yang tidak digeruni kami, tetapi ditunggu oleh kami dek kerana keghairahan untuk bertemuMu dan RasulMu yang membawa sinar dan rahmat kepada seluruh alam "

Pic by myself

Sultanahmet Mosque , Istanbul Nov 2008

Finally

Finally , two things actually , that i've started blogging and my scheduled stem cell transplant for my bone marrow is just around the corner. After 7 gruelling months , i can say , or 7 blessed months , i am ready for it, InshaAllah.

I checked myself in Ward 7D Hospital Ampang right before lunch. Sister Chai ask me to go out and have my big lunch as after this i will be prisoned for God knows how long. I said No. he he "its ok la sister am not hungry"..actually am too scared to feel hungry . . .

This time around , the ward is different, it is very well cleaned and super hygenie. No visitors allowed except for one care taker and it has to be a woman ... sigh , how ? guess i can survive alone here , a lot of kind nurses around me anyway. Hubby can but he is only allowed up till 8pm. No point anyway as he's working. .Guess I shoud be ok alone , Allah is always with us. .

I am under the supervision of Dr Liew and Dr Ong. Yay, they both are my favs , and off course Dato' Dr Chang.

Here they provide me with Biotene Mouthwash and Octenisan Antimicrobial wash lotion, a super sensitive wash lotion for my use through out the procedure. I even have to use the provided Gamgee , like a wash cloth and it has to be changed daily.

Esok, i will be off for my bone marrow test. Ya Allah , permudahkan la urusan ku...as usual they will drug me , drill my marrow and left me laying on the bed like a vegetable for 4 hours. Its a cardinal rule for post marrow test, never complaint, it will be my 5th times tomorrow.

InshaaAllah , from the marrow's result if it showed good remission they will proceed with transplant and if not they will prepare me for another round of strong dose of chemotherapy , apa2 pun berserah kepada Allah.

Will keep all of you posted here since i am now an offical blogger hi hi tho i still have a lot to learn here and InshaaAllah will keep you posted through out my journey here , selagi ada kudrat ...* i was told during my procedure i will be as lembik as vegetables with 100 pills to telan daily , pengsan ...hi hi ..

InshaaAllah pray for me. . .

P/s : i still dont know who won Bharain FI yesterday and what happen to Schumi and our Lotus team ..*wink*